Alot on my mind(free writing)

I just have a lot of stuff on my mind that I need to get out...
Why is it these days kids put themselves in low standards?
Why is it we have to be so cruel to one another
where is the joy in that?
later on in our life we regret the things we say to one another especially
if it destroys someone.
Why do we have to judge on our clothing?
what makes us different from one another what I have noticed about society
is that everything changes nothing chages everything stays the same eveything will be forever changed.
Where is the pleasure of damaging someones soul?
i know this girl who is amazingly beautiful, and you know what she told me?
she said"I am ugly" and then bursted into tears I asked her why she tought that and her responds was"because everyone tells me I am" she was 13 who didnt believe in herself.
Why do we cause one another so much misery. I know for a fact we have not stepped into each others shoes to know what goes on so why would we cause more anger/misery/pain/depression?
Or
why do we put ourselves into situations that we know will change our futures.
this week i have been asked to go drinking, go roll a blunt, asked a question about sex. why would we do the things we do if were not ready. because we are just kids were not really ready for anything. and why would we want to be?
shoot i know i dont want brain damage i dont want to go to alcholo anonomiss and i sure dont want a child at 15. I just want to be able to get a jod without someone asking me if they could borrow my money for drugs/prostitution. I mean sure do as you guys please but please dont involve me with ur time and lies.
But the main thing i have on my mind is lying.
why would you lie to a person if you care?
why would you purposly lie to hurt someone.
what does it good?
why is lying the first/last sollution?
espeically if you might get tangled in a web of lies?
what protects you from lying
who says it makes you stronger?
people there is a differance between a secret and lying
or why would you lie when your caught in the act?
why would you "reword" your statment
why would you want to makae the person telling the truth look like a baffon.
What if what you lyed about was the worst mistake of your life?
Dont you ever feel guilty?
to me lyiers and killers and the same thing...
because in the end you always hurt some.©