All is...

The sun sets as the sun rises.
The time comes but then it goes.
All is hello as all is farewell.
For all the rain drops that have fallen off these leaves.
None is good when all is bad.
For all the fruits that have fallen off these simple trees.
None is bad when all is good.
For clear skies on a sunny day.
All is special when days are bright.
For all the trees that have broken in these years.
All is horrible when days are dark.
For the spotlight in the dark.
When days are bright all is special.
For all the light wind to blow into the moon light
Days are dark when all is horrible.
For all the cryful skys
All is wonderful when beginnings are bright.
For all the leaves that have turned green.
Beginnings are bright when all is wonderful.
For all the fallen leaves.
All is tragic when skies cry at night.
For all the split trees.
Skies cry at night when all is tragic.©

As time goes by...

As time goes by...
you will not see the sadness in my face...
As time goes by...
you will see the make up that are covering these tears...
As time goes by...
I try not to think of you...
As time goes by...
I will try so hard to look forward
to see the positive in life...
to see the happiness people have brought to me....
As time goes by...
I will see the love people have given me...
As time goes by...
I will learn to move on.©

Alot on my mind(free writing)

I just have a lot of stuff on my mind that I need to get out...
Why is it these days kids put themselves in low standards?
Why is it we have to be so cruel to one another
where is the joy in that?
later on in our life we regret the things we say to one another especially
if it destroys someone.
Why do we have to judge on our clothing?
what makes us different from one another what I have noticed about society
is that everything changes nothing chages everything stays the same eveything will be forever changed.
Where is the pleasure of damaging someones soul?
i know this girl who is amazingly beautiful, and you know what she told me?
she said"I am ugly" and then bursted into tears I asked her why she tought that and her responds was"because everyone tells me I am" she was 13 who didnt believe in herself.
Why do we cause one another so much misery. I know for a fact we have not stepped into each others shoes to know what goes on so why would we cause more anger/misery/pain/depression?
Or
why do we put ourselves into situations that we know will change our futures.
this week i have been asked to go drinking, go roll a blunt, asked a question about sex. why would we do the things we do if were not ready. because we are just kids were not really ready for anything. and why would we want to be?
shoot i know i dont want brain damage i dont want to go to alcholo anonomiss and i sure dont want a child at 15. I just want to be able to get a jod without someone asking me if they could borrow my money for drugs/prostitution. I mean sure do as you guys please but please dont involve me with ur time and lies.
But the main thing i have on my mind is lying.
why would you lie to a person if you care?
why would you purposly lie to hurt someone.
what does it good?
why is lying the first/last sollution?
espeically if you might get tangled in a web of lies?
what protects you from lying
who says it makes you stronger?
people there is a differance between a secret and lying
or why would you lie when your caught in the act?
why would you "reword" your statment
why would you want to makae the person telling the truth look like a baffon.
What if what you lyed about was the worst mistake of your life?
Dont you ever feel guilty?
to me lyiers and killers and the same thing...
because in the end you always hurt some.©